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I wanted to be by enraptured-spyder, literature

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I wanted to be

And to think that I wanted to be your vixen, I wanted to be the girl that everyone wanted, And upon the first taste I run away in fear. The words I have written and the things I have felt All malicious, both good and bad. To think that I wanted to be your vixen. The flowers are never enough and neither are the thoughts, The kind words, The kisses. Wanting to cuddle is a sin And I'm headed straight for hell With all the letters, thoughts, memories Packed tightly in my satchel Cradled tightly in my arms. I'm suffocating this baby And you can't stop me. The fireworks in the beginning can only last so long, Because there is only

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Those Nights by enraptured-spyder, literature

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Those Nights

This is how I've spent every night of my life for the past few months: Talk to NiB on the phone, watch a vampire flick, get online and talk with Spock, and call NiB again shortly after my parents go to bed. But I'll occasionally have a night such as this, one where NiB and I fight and I get online to some bitch who copied my screen name and rather than Spock being on, it's my ex-boyfriend Worm who's begun to annoy the hell out of me. A night that I take something my mother has said to be a joke and when I comment on it, rather than a cold shoulder, I get a bitch-slap in the face. And not with her hands, no, far worse, her words. And this i

Dying Love by enraptured-spyder, literature

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Dying Love

"I have a boyfriend, I love him, I'm NOT going to cheat on him, just please, let it go." I'm so annoyed with this boy. "But you're exactly what I want! I don't want anyone other than you! Please, just one kiss," he begs. "Sean, three things. Number three, we're in class, number two, you have a girlfriend, number one, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!" I'm practically screaming, but Mr. Hessen doesn't look up once from his computer screen. I can't think of anything that could keep a man's attention that much that isn't porn. I'm too scared to look over his should and see if it is or not. "Well, then if your boyfriend finds this out, tell him I

Taking It Too Far by enraptured-spyder, literature

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Taking It Too Far

"I have a boyfriend, I love him, I'm NOT going to cheat on him. Just please, let it go." I'm so annoyed with this boy. "But you're exactly what I want! I don't want anyone other than you! Please, just one kiss," he begs. "Sean, three things. Number three, we're in class, number two, you have a girlfriend, number one, I HAVE A BOYFRIEND!" I'm practically screaming, but Mr. Hessen doesn't look up once from his computer screen. I can't think of anything that could keep a man's attention that much that isn't porn. I'm too scared to look over his should and see if it is or not. "Well, then if your boyfriend finds this out, tell him I

And Then She Believed Me by enraptured-spyder, literature

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And Then She Believed Me

It's so wrong to feel this way. For three long years, I've been telling my mom, "This is fucking ridiculous, I should not be this fricken sad," and the response has always been the same. "Paige, you're going through puberty, your hormones are all screwy. You are going to feel depressed, it's part of the process. The trick is not letting it get to you, and since you're my daughter and just like me, I know it's nothing to be truly concerned about." Then it all started. First, I punched lockers, walls, etc. Then I started taking pills, sleeping pills. They put me in a comatose state at first, but then my body just grew accustomed to the

The One I Want To Know by enraptured-spyder, literature

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The One I Want To Know

Who are you? I'd like to know. Do you think I'm cute? Or a dirty hoe? Who are you I glance at across the room? The one who never smiles, and always looks so full of gloom. Who I see, A mysterious boy With a hidden smile And eyes so coy. Who am I? Thinking you'd care. Wearing my baggy clothes And tom-boyish hair. What year are you? Freshman, sophmore, junior, Or maybe even a big mighty senior. But I am a frosh, Nothing more or less, Thinking you're cute, trying not to be a pest.

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Beaten

They hear her screaming no, Her brother calling his mom a hoe, With her shoved in a corner, All I can do is mourn her. The cops knocking at the door, tears falling to the floor, being questioned about it all, To my knees I quickly fall. the tears dry hard on her face, as she's taken to a newer place, this is her new home, in which she's left alone. her mother is taken to prison, the kids know if she would have listened that that very night none of them would have to fight. but now they're broken apart, walking through life with a torn heart, living in their new home wishing they weren't alone. they can't be broken apart,

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The Day I See Him by enraptured-spyder, literature

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The Day I See Him

I want to catch a plane out to his house, Meet his parents in the terminal, Go to his house My patience for his arrival minimal. he'll come home from school And his parents will say he's in trouble. They'll send him to his room to contemplate his doom, and there I will be. His eyes will bulge out of his head at me sitting there on his bed and he'll dive on top of me to smother with kisses. I'll hold him tight 'til late at night and fall asleep exhausted in his arms. we didn't have sex, we did nothing more than make out, but that's enough 'cause we're in love and that's what it's truly about.

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Current Residence: no particular house in Billings
Favourite genre of music: rock/alternative/punk
MP3 player of choice: Zen Creative Sleek Photo
Favourite cartoon character: Sub Girl
Personal Quote: Called her on the phone and she touched herself... I laughed myself to sleep.

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Clive Barker

Favourite Movies

presently a huge fan of Jarhead...

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Placebo

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Michelle Tea

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super nintendo

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enraptured-spyder

Dec 27, 2006

Simply, i'm leaving.

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This is my goodbye. 672-7216 if you want to stay in touch. I can't be on this website anymore, at least not for a long while, and closing my account will help in that due to the fact that it will be indefinitely closed for at least three months. I'm tired of the feelings i get when i log on, worrying that Erik may have posted something, and then i'll look, and then i'll get sad. Do not misunderstand what i say. I've moved on. I no longer love him in the way i did. But in the words of one Dan Zimmer, roughly, i just miss his company, and i can't do this anymore. I'm not going to Matt's new year's party because i know he'll be there and i'll

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enraptured-spyder

Dec 19, 2006

use insexed citations

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I loverez Gardiner and his inablity to speak the english language properly. Uh. I helped matt stamp some one hundred letters yesterday... never realized i could enjoy such a monotonous activity so much. it was especially fun when i went to his house after and watched "Power Rangers Mystic Force!" with him and laughed at him for it. My mom then took us to Taco Bell. It was simple, yet crazy fun. I came home from my speech meet this weekend to brownies cade had made me... from scratch... at my house with just my mom... he's coming over tonight to watch Little Miss Sunshine. For all you kids who are in town due to winter break, i have a dance

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enraptured-spyder

Dec 13, 2006

Proteg-moi de que je veux

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My feet smell bad despite the fact that i bathed last night. Damn new boots. Fuck the school and their ten day rule... They saw how sick i am at this very moment and still put my absence from the last two periods of today as going against my ten days. As my psychiatrist said, i've grown out of high school. I hate dreams. Never used to, but anything that can force me to feel as empty as i do when i wake up, i hate. I hate cell phones, too, save for when you send out cards to old friends with your cell number and slowly receive texts from them as they receive the cards... God i've missed Colin and Danielle. I know i'm addicted to texting. We

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1-lost-cause-3

Sep 22, 2006

I really hope that finding out I drink doesn't dissappoint you, it doesn't change who I am, it really doesn't. And if it does change your opinion of me, I'm sorry.

enraptured-spyder

Sep 27, 2006

Your drinking doesn't disappointment because you are 21, however, it disappoints me that, since you are 21, you're probably the one supplying Konnar with booze AND the fact that you were BRAGGING about it to me. If you drink, that is ENTIRELY your business and i don't give a flying fuck about it and don't want to hear shit about it.

1-lost-cause-3

Sep 28, 2006

Actually, if it makes you feel good, I rarely RARELY do it, and I only supplied to him for those five days. I am one of those people, not even a social drinker, if I drink, I like to be in my house alone, not that I'm an alocholic cause they supposedly do that, but because I don't want to have to drive anywhere, or have the possibility of driving people places. When I go to parties I am usually the DD. I'm sorry it upset you, I still love you though, always will, you are an awesome friend, and now that I know that, I won't talk about it, even though in that two minutes you probably pretty much heard my whole drinking history and there is nothing left to hear.

enraptured-spyder

Sep 29, 2006

The fact of the matter is, you were supplying alcohol to a minor, and that's fucked up. ONLY that five days or not, it's fucked up.