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Simply, i'm leaving.

Tue Dec 26, 2006, 10:15 PM
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This is my goodbye. 672-7216 if you want to stay in touch. I can't be on this website anymore, at least not for a long while, and closing my account will help in that due to the fact that it will be indefinitely closed for at least three months. I'm tired of the feelings i get when i log on, worrying that Erik may have posted something, and then i'll look, and then i'll get sad.

Do not misunderstand what i say. I've moved on. I no longer love him in the way i did. But in the words of one Dan Zimmer, roughly, i just miss his company, and i can't do this anymore.

I'm not going to Matt's new year's party because i know he'll be there and i'll spend my night sulking. I'm going to another friend's where we are going to have an ice cream party as it was her new year's resolution last year to not eat ice cream for a year and she succeeded. I'm very happy. I'm happy with my friends, i'm happy with my life, i'm happy with nearly everything, but this site drags me down. Perhaps i'll return, but i highly doubt it. I'll leave this entry up long enough for those who care enough to see it, but then it will be gone as well, so take down my number now if you care to keep in touch, and unless i hear from you in that way, farewell.

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  • Current Residence: no particular house in Billings
  • Favourite movie: presently a huge fan of Jarhead...
  • Favourite band or musician: Placebo
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/alternative/punk
  • Favourite artist: Clive Barker
  • Favourite poet or writer: Michelle Tea
  • MP3 player of choice: Zen Creative Sleek Photo
  • Favourite gaming platform: super nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sub Girl
  • Personal Quote: Called her on the phone and she touched herself... I laughed myself to sleep.
  • Tools of the Trade: Minolta 35 mm, Blue Notebook

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:00:48 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Ryalata:iconRyalata: Oct 9, 2006, 11:52:00 AM
come laugh at my version of Sub Girl! [link]

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sometimes good guys don't wear white

/V\ Sparrow
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~1-lost-cause-3:icon1-lost-cause-3: Sep 21, 2006, 10:28:00 PM
I really hope that finding out I drink doesn't dissappoint you, it doesn't change who I am, it really doesn't. And if it does change your opinion of me, I'm sorry.
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Sep 27, 2006, 2:53:19 PM
Your drinking doesn't disappointment because you are 21, however, it disappoints me that, since you are 21, you're probably the one supplying Konnar with booze AND the fact that you were BRAGGING about it to me. If you drink, that is ENTIRELY your business and i don't give a flying fuck about it and don't want to hear shit about it.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~1-lost-cause-3:icon1-lost-cause-3: Sep 28, 2006, 12:06:43 PM
Actually, if it makes you feel good, I rarely RARELY do it, and I only supplied to him for those five days. I am one of those people, not even a social drinker, if I drink, I like to be in my house alone, not that I'm an alocholic cause they supposedly do that, but because I don't want to have to drive anywhere, or have the possibility of driving people places. When I go to parties I am usually the DD. I'm sorry it upset you, I still love you though, always will, you are an awesome friend, and now that I know that, I won't talk about it, even though in that two minutes you probably pretty much heard my whole drinking history and there is nothing left to hear.
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Sep 28, 2006, 9:46:58 PM
The fact of the matter is, you were supplying alcohol to a minor, and that's fucked up. ONLY that five days or not, it's fucked up.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
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