This is my goodbye. 672-7216 if you want to stay in touch. I can't be on this website anymore, at least not for a long while, and closing my account will help in that due to the fact that it will be indefinitely closed for at least three months. I'm tired of the feelings i get when i log on, worrying that Erik may have posted something, and then i'll look, and then i'll get sad.

Do not misunderstand what i say. I've moved on. I no longer love him in the way i did. But in the words of one Dan Zimmer, roughly, i just miss his company, and i can't do this anymore.

I'm not going to Matt's new year's party because i know he'll be there and i'll spend my night sulking. I'm going to another friend's where we are going to have an ice cream party as it was her new year's resolution last year to not eat ice cream for a year and she succeeded. I'm very happy. I'm happy with my friends, i'm happy with my life, i'm happy with nearly everything, but this site drags me down. Perhaps i'll return, but i highly doubt it. I'll leave this entry up long enough for those who care enough to see it, but then it will be gone as well, so take down my number now if you care to keep in touch, and unless i hear from you in that way, farewell.