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Simply, i'm leaving.

Journal Entry: Tue Dec 26, 2006, 10:15 PM
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  • Listening to: The Monkees-I'm gonna buy me a dog
This is my goodbye. 672-7216 if you want to stay in touch. I can't be on this website anymore, at least not for a long while, and closing my account will help in that due to the fact that it will be indefinitely closed for at least three months. I'm tired of the feelings i get when i log on, worrying that Erik may have posted something, and then i'll look, and then i'll get sad.

Do not misunderstand what i say. I've moved on. I no longer love him in the way i did. But in the words of one Dan Zimmer, roughly, i just miss his company, and i can't do this anymore.

I'm not going to Matt's new year's party because i know he'll be there and i'll spend my night sulking. I'm going to another friend's where we are going to have an ice cream party as it was her new year's resolution last year to not eat ice cream for a year and she succeeded. I'm very happy. I'm happy with my friends, i'm happy with my life, i'm happy with nearly everything, but this site drags me down. Perhaps i'll return, but i highly doubt it. I'll leave this entry up long enough for those who care enough to see it, but then it will be gone as well, so take down my number now if you care to keep in touch, and unless i hear from you in that way, farewell.

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  • Current Age: 19
  • Current Residence: no particular house in Billings
  • Favourite movie: presently a huge fan of Jarhead...
  • Favourite band or musician: Placebo
  • Favourite genre of music: rock/alternative/punk
  • Favourite artist: Clive Barker
  • Favourite poet or writer: Michelle Tea
  • MP3 player of choice: Zen Creative Sleek Photo
  • Favourite gaming platform: super nintendo
  • Favourite cartoon character: Sub Girl
  • Personal Quote: Called her on the phone and she touched herself... I laughed myself to sleep.
  • Tools of the Trade: Minolta 35 mm, Blue Notebook

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!jessicamadison:iconjessicamadison: Mar 1, 2008, 5:00:48 AM
Wow! You really are a brilliant poet, aren't you?

Why don't you join the poetry contest from [link] ?


It's free and every nitwit such as myself who enters gets a small gift

but someone like you might win one of their $10 000 or $100 000 prizes.
~Ryalata:iconRyalata: Oct 9, 2006, 11:52:00 AM
come laugh at my version of Sub Girl! [link]

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sometimes good guys don't wear white

/V\ Sparrow
.^.
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Sep 28, 2006, 9:46:58 PM
The fact of the matter is, you were supplying alcohol to a minor, and that's fucked up. ONLY that five days or not, it's fucked up.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~1-lost-cause-3:icon1-lost-cause-3: Sep 28, 2006, 12:06:43 PM
Actually, if it makes you feel good, I rarely RARELY do it, and I only supplied to him for those five days. I am one of those people, not even a social drinker, if I drink, I like to be in my house alone, not that I'm an alocholic cause they supposedly do that, but because I don't want to have to drive anywhere, or have the possibility of driving people places. When I go to parties I am usually the DD. I'm sorry it upset you, I still love you though, always will, you are an awesome friend, and now that I know that, I won't talk about it, even though in that two minutes you probably pretty much heard my whole drinking history and there is nothing left to hear.
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Sep 27, 2006, 2:53:19 PM
Your drinking doesn't disappointment because you are 21, however, it disappoints me that, since you are 21, you're probably the one supplying Konnar with booze AND the fact that you were BRAGGING about it to me. If you drink, that is ENTIRELY your business and i don't give a flying fuck about it and don't want to hear shit about it.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~1-lost-cause-3:icon1-lost-cause-3: Sep 21, 2006, 10:28:00 PM
I really hope that finding out I drink doesn't dissappoint you, it doesn't change who I am, it really doesn't. And if it does change your opinion of me, I'm sorry.
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Aug 24, 2006, 3:52:37 PM
don't let the bastards get you down.. My mom wears that shirt a lot.

I heart you, too, and all your silly pictures and amazing drawings. I'll never stop commenting on them.

I hope your school year goes well... uh.. as well. I started today... I have an independent study with Thayer 6th period, the highlight of my classes.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~dilimata:icondilimata: Aug 21, 2006, 3:27:50 PM
Hallie i heart you.
thanks for commenting on all of my pics. it's nice to know that i'm not doing it purely for my own amusement.
i hope your school year goes well. dont let the bastards get you down.

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I could be well moved, if I were as you:
If I could pray to move, prayers would move me:
But I am constant as the northern star,
Of whose true-fix'd and resting quality
There is no fellow in the firmament.
~SpockMX:iconSpockMX: Aug 20, 2006, 1:48:36 PM
I dont know why, but i just wanted to post something on you page.

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InAWorldOfDeceitOpenYourEyes
(WhatWeDoFoYouIsSoGoodForYou)
DontBeAfraidIfYouRealize
(WhatYouDoForMeIsSoGoodForMe)
KMFDMLight!
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Aug 10, 2006, 8:24:32 AM
yeah, well, fuck france, as we spoke of, however, i feel badly that i never asked you how your trip went. Then again, we have our nine hour shift today and tomorrow together.. fuckers...

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~nur-ich:iconnur-ich: Jul 31, 2006, 6:18:29 PM
well...you're in france, and i'm soon to be in south dakota. not as cool...but away from billings at least. see you at the maxx, n hope you're having fun!
~MEREK:iconMEREK: May 20, 2006, 1:25:53 AM
Yeah it's pretty much a waste but its good to use to keep in touch with everyone up there
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: May 18, 2006, 10:24:21 PM
heh... I really fucking loathe myspace... but i'll check in on you from time to time.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~MEREK:iconMEREK: May 17, 2006, 6:54:19 PM
hey you should really get a myspace and if you have one this is my site

[link]
~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Feb 21, 2006, 9:20:47 PM
If you would want Erik to attend, it would have to be at like, 7, 'cause he's recently gotten into yoga and does it every monday night..

or else, we can start without him and have him join up with us later. :)

that sounds like a really good idea... Would you want it to always be in the same spot or migrate around??? I'm all for the latter, but it was your idea, so i'll let you decide.

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~ekynus:iconekynus: Feb 21, 2006, 1:43:54 AM
Oh man.
It's frickin' boss.
I've been thinking we may need to organize a Monday Game Night.
..On Mondays.

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~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Feb 20, 2006, 11:59:51 PM
i have a tendency to do that. but i got through that god-forsaken holiday with a singing telegram, didn't i??

so... star wars monopoly??? in all honesty, i've never played regular monopoly...

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~ekynus:iconekynus: Feb 14, 2006, 11:56:46 PM
You're thinking too hard, kid.

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~enraptured-spyder:iconenraptured-spyder: Dec 19, 2005, 10:43:31 PM
Oh, i 'spose i could be yours, too. It's funny that you should mention me putting stuff up... i actually have three, what i believe, are relatively good photo ideas. The probelm is rounding up the models... We shall see!

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Be what you're becoming and not who you were.
~dilimata:icondilimata: Dec 19, 2005, 10:35:34 PM
aww. thanks! can you be my heroine too? i love your photo style, its very spirited and fun.
i wants to see some new stuff asap!
(not to rush you or anything)

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I could be well moved, if I were as you:
If I could pray to move, prayers would move me:
But I am constant as the northern star,
Of whose true-fix'd and resting quality
There is no fellow in the firmament.
~Flag-Of-Black:iconFlag-Of-Black: Nov 25, 2005, 7:51:43 PM
Hello, I'm bored.
Why do you have to be at work?
I love you.
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